Alligators

I don't want to
Impose on you
My thinkings, my feelings
My instincts, although it'd be good

I won't apologize for the way that I feel when
I am spending this time with you
But I keep thinking 'bout
The feelings that you keep subdued

I'm sorry that I can't read your mind
And I'm sorry if I'm wasting your time

But I was wondering
You you were considering me

I'm a fuck up
With terrible timing
And from What i have gathered you've
Been in the same boats as me

So I know you know better than to jump in the mud without
Checking first for Alligators
So the question for you is
What will you choose to be?
Clean or dirty?

Thought the innuendo's rather funny
I'm pretty sure you know what I mean

Cause I was wondering
If you could consider me

I can't ignore my
Natural impulses
I'm sick of pretending
I'm feeling something other than what I do
I don't blame you for
Keeping quiet
This shit's fucking stupid
But the silence drives me insane

And I refuse to
Objectify you
The want I have for you
Includes more than the body you own

I don't have the words
But I cannot keep quiet
I'm bent up on the question that I
Want to ask you
I'm sorry if the asking offends you
But this is something I have to do

I'm certain that I'd be good for you
So before this opportunity's through

I was wondering
If you would consider
I was wondering
If you would consider
I am hoping
You will consider me
Genuinely

If you but let me
You won't regret me
Cause I will be
Anything but cruel